Update.

lolololololol Oh God Seth, I’m sorry, please calm down. My phone is no longer charging, note why I haven’t texted in ages. And as for the past two days, Friday was Black Friday and John had me taking him to Toys R Us by 8pm to wait for the opening at 10pm, then we were out with his mother basically all day and the rest was filled with sleep. Yesterday was April’s birthday, the friend staying with me so I was trying to entertain her all day since she has had a rough year and her best friend went out of town for a football game. Both days were done without a lot of sleep and a mild amount of alcohol.

I’m writing on this one in case I need to reply without DA junkies seeing since I am so annoyed with most the people who I share groups with because I feel so out voiced, monetarily used and ignored. I’ve been wanting to start over for a long time.

So, I’m lucky.

You’re the only one following this blog, so I can ask and not feel like I’m broadcasting.. are you mad at me?

I’ve texted you the question, asked over IM, and now am asking here.

I only want a ‘yes’ or ‘no’. Obviously, if it’s yes, then you either don’t want to talk to me about it, or you haven’t gotten my messages.

Now, I don’t want to sound stupid, ‘cause I realize how unlikely it is that you didn’t get ANY of my messages… but there’s a possibility you have been avoiding things in general and perhaps the phone was just shut off or something and you haven’t checked it.

You’ve updated tumblr, so I know you come here.. so.. I guess, if you choose not to answer this, I’ll assume ‘yes’ you are mad at me, so you don’t even have to answer, I guess.

I honestly must be stupid if you are mad, because I seem to make you upset every time we talk for any length of time. I really don’t know what I did. I thought everything was exciting about getting a DND group together, and I set up the dA group for us.. I suppose I might have just assumed you wanted to do a group with me and jumped to it without talking it through, but I was in project mode, and I thought you wanted to.

I wouldn’t hound you like some little kid for a treat, but you’re really important to me and I’m feeling extremely worried. You didn’t give a hint you were mad, and then 2 days you’ve not talked to me, and you put up that thing about dA groups and leaving them, and I am fairly certain that, unless I have terrible coincidental timing, that must mean that it’s me that caused that.

If it was that I jumped the gun with the group, we can always shut it down. Or, I can. I mean, maybe you’d like to be the founder instead of the co-founder. I just was up late and nobody was on and went to work to distract myself. I didn’t mean to steal your idea or not include you or whatever I might have done to upset you. I know when I was excited, and I said about the DND group, it sounded like I was stealing your idea. But I meant it like, “We could make a dA group to help us make or DND online go smoothly” and THAT was the only thing original was the context in which I was using it. I wasn’t trying to usurp or something.

…. This was supposed to be short.

I’m sorry—that’s really what this whole thing was about.

I’m really sorry.

And I’ll do anything to fix whatever I did wrong.

So, I posted this over here ‘cause very few people are watching this side of my tumblr. It allows me to stealthily sneak it in with only you and Saba knowing. Tamara said yes to the collaborative arting of it, and now we just have to figure out who does which part and when to get together to do it and how.

For serious, both of you should listen to this music and tell me what you think. DX I ‘ave really been head over heals for Abney Park recently. X_x Mmmm, Abney Park.

Checking

If this works. @ v@

So, what the Hell is this?

This is because Seth likes to converse.. so, she put this blog up and linked it to the other one, so people could talk to her freely. It allows for asking of questions and just talking to me, so, it kind of creates a .. guestbook? A comment area for us just.. chatting at one another.

I’m a cheat.

I didn’t allow anonymous users ask questions, so, I can find you. -.o Be respectful. Or.. something. MUAHAHAHAHAHA

/Cheater